I do understand death and separation are parts of life. But it is so hard for me to think of you leaving me forever. I guess I have never counted down the time I have left with anyone.

We have been in this journey together since I remember. We are brought together to share our life story. The life story that when we look back we both cry and laugh together. Our life story is full of struggles and heartaches but we both realize that life is a stage, we all play along whatever roles we are assigned.

There are many times I wish I did not have you in my life. But when we grow up, I realize you are a part of my life- a big part that I cannot imagine what my life would be without you.

You always have been good to people around you. Sometimes my head is bombarded with thousands of questions why a good person like you has to suffer from bad luck while those evil people are living a good life. I always wonder where is God and a reward that we are promised by the Almighty if we are good human beings?

I am watching you suffering. Your suffering is my suffering. Your death will break my heart and the heart of the one I love the most.

Our life stories are written by the same hand- the hand that gives us birth and also takes us back. If you leave me forever soon, our life story will end with a tragedy that will affect life stories of everyone around us.

I have to admit that I am scared because time is running out. But I will not give up hopes even in the darkest moment in our life. I would do everything I can to light up hopes.

We have been through everything from the beginning and we will be fighting together until the end.

I would give all my fortune to you if it could save your life. I would give my life to you just you to have life. I would share my time I have left in this world with you just you to have more time to enjoy your life. I would say millions prayers for you if I could rewrite the story that has already written.

I would do everything and anything just to save your life.

Tae Athikomvittaya